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Hello girls!!

I haven't wrote in uuhh.. hundred years. I just wanted to say that I'm not dead or something. It's just a very busy time for me. My summer has just started, school is finally over and summer here is so super short so I try to enjoy it. When I go to high school (only two months!)  I'll not going to be the fat one sitting alone in front of the blackboard. I will be pretty and thin hanging around in my size XS Levi's jeans (what I just bought for inspiration).

In high school:

1. Good marks 2. Social life 3. Enough sleep

... you can only pick two, haha.

Dear Fronki,
you seem to be a girl just like me! I would love to write to each other and stuff, but as you saw, in the summer I'm quite busy... 
I would love to follow and comment your blog!
Lots of sunshine,
Rose

Should I do some photos of myself before I go to my summer home? And then I could compare like 'before and after' ?

I hope you all enjoy the summer and lose much more weight than me!

Graduating today....!! Uuuuh I hope I'll fit into my dress! 

Nervous. 

Almost there..!

I haven't posted in days... I'm so busy all the time! All this graduating: exams, dresses, parties.. :) 

I had exams in maths, Estonian and in English. I was sooo worried about English exam, all this grammar and tenses.. but I did very well, especially the verbal part. 

Last five days I have had a huge headache... nothing helps. I think it's because of the stress.

I have gained few pounds because all of this... but I try to not worry, I have so many other things to worry about. And I'm going to my special place, where I can sunbath, swim and run all day! 

How are things with you? Is there summer yet where you live?

PS. Faith got home!

plans for summer

Heyhey! 

I have an headache, because of the stress or I don't know. I have an exam tomorrow, and yet again, I haven't studied anything.

But some good news! I have decided to go to my grandfather's summerhouse for three (or more) weeks. There is no food stores near there (or anything really), there's a lake where I can swim, sun will shine every day and there's a spring (or fountain or.. how do you call that when crystal clear water comes out of ground?). That's all I need. And when I come back, I will be relaxed, thin and tanned. 

But.. things what I afraid...: 

I'll not going to be 100% well (I'm sick again..)

I'll get so bored that I might come back to town

I'll not going to lose weight

I'll let myself down and won't do what I promised. 

This figure is just perfect.

very gray day

I'm so bored. I feel like an egg in fridge, waiting for cooking. 

Really, I don't have ANYTHING to do. I've cleaned the house, done the laundry, read a book... There's nothing on TV, I've seen every DVD in my house like 1000 times... I should study little bit, but aaahh, I can't. Also, I should exercise or go running, but I have a sore throat.

Please give me some ideas what to do... something reasonable. 

Today my favorite - tank top thinspo. 

fatty's back

Hey pretty girls, 

I just ate an ice-cream, and for punishment I have to look tons of thinspo pictures. I will never look like those girls, because I can't keep my hands off of the damn ice-cream. It doesn't even taste so good. 

Once again... whyyy I do this to myself? I already ate a healthy breakfast, I don't need more.

Ugh, hello there fat pig in the mirror :) 

Faith is getting better, so it's time for me to worry more about myself and summer!

Tatiana! Hi, you seem to be a very cute person! Do you have a blog (here in Blogger)? 

Thank you for commenting :) and I'm always interested in ANY tips, sometimes they help a lot. 

I wish I would be a thinspiration girl one day!

Faith

Oh my God! She got out! She got out of coma! I can't write my hand are shaking.... I wasn't there but, she was awake for few minutes, and then fell asleep again, but the doctor said (to her parents) that the duration of time awake will increase gradually !

Life is beautiful.

68,9!

Hi,

last few days has been boring... Only things I do: sleep, watch movies and drink tea. (oh my god, I feel like I can't speak English at all :D) 

Well, anyway, thanks to my "new lifestyle" I now weight 68.9 ! I last weighted this much like... three years ago. So I'm quite happy! But, I have to keep it down. There is no point, when I lose weight and gain it back (like I always do).

Which one you prefer: real girls thinspo, or models thinspo?
 

I like models thinspos, but not as much as real-life ones. Is is because I think I'll never be like them? I don't know.

Real girl from somewhere - if she can do it, then I can do it. Models - they just are skinny, no matter what. 

What do you think?

About my friend(I'll name her Faith) : I promised to myself, that I won't write about her anymore, but I have to share it. They will try to get her out of it. They said, that they'd had these kind of cases before, and they think that they will be successful. (I heard it from Faith's mother).

Leggings thinspiration!

I don't feel like talking today.

Hope you are okay!