Day 2

Everybody gave me a chocolate at school. I refused to take it, saying over and over again that I'm allergic. I would give anything to have one piece.... but I would give much more to be thin!
Today: ~ 400 cal
EDIT later: Today ~1500 cal Kill me!

Remember... nothing tastes as good as thin feels


Rose

Day 1

Today I feel hopeful. I have to do something different this time. 

I graduate this spring and in autumn I will go to a new school. There I will turn a new page in my life. But I can't do it, if I have old body. I need a new one! Skinnier, prettier, perfect body.

I weight 74.1 kg. This. is. a. HUGE. number. I have to get ride of it!

Today I ate:  
half crepe with cucumber, sour-cream and green onion 50 cal
black bread with turkey ham 80 cal
salad of cucumber and lettuce  15 cal
apple tea 2 cal
super small serving of plain salmon 100 cal
earl grey tea with milk 7 cal
Total:  ~250 cal
 

Remember... nothing tastes as good as thin feels


Rose

me 22.02.10

I say hello to Ana like to an old friend. She knows that I love her. 

I have started and finished, started and finished lots of these kind of blogs, but I try to be consistent. 

I'm a strong person. If I am not, then I will be. I will control food and my body. 

One day I will be one of them...

 

Last night I imagined of myself having a perfect body. Well, let's say I tried to think of it, but I couldn't. Why? Because I've never had a perfect body! I've never had even average body. Always there's something (like fat) too much.